confustion and inspiration try 2

don’t get me wrong. i love my job. it’s the best job i’ve ever had. somedays, like yesterday, though, my mind wanders and i dream.  i dream about what it would really be like to be so passionate about something that i would call my job that i would be excited and passionate about it every day. where my mind wouldn’t wander away. yesterday, as i was sitting at work, all i wanted to do was to go home and paint. that’s how excited i’ve been about painting lately! it’s been great inspiration, and i’m totally caught up in it. my job is great… but maybe there’s something better? i just get confused about the purpose of my life and how happiness, passion, excitement for what i do,  is suppossed to fit into that…

on another note… we went to Terhune Orchards today with some friends! what fun!

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they had a “pick your own” flowers field. it was so much fun! and the flowers were gorgeous!! how do you ever only pick a few? as you can see we got a bunch… and JT had fun with the camera… 🙂 october and art 099 there were these two adorable kids, trying to lift their pumpkins up onto the wagon. the thing was… the pumkins were just as big as they were! i just thought it was too cute and had to take a picture 🙂 october and art 068 october and art 067

what a fun saturday morning! including the apple cider donuts, the market with fresh produce, a wagon ride, a little hike, and of course, flowers! 🙂 it actually felt like for a second we weren’t in jersey any more…

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0 Responses to confustion and inspiration try 2

  1. Doug October 3, 2009 at 7:04 pm #

    Wow how cool; I’m writing in white. I remember when the Beatles made their White Album. I’ve been on the road searching for my passion too, as you know. My two cents on the topic at this spot on the journey is retrospective. Much of what I’ve had in my life slips away and more keeps coming. My heart can hardly hold it all in. I try to remember what a blessing it is just to be. All of use have this opportunity. You know, alive. There are promises I believe in and blessings that I can recognize all-the-time. My hope for you is a full heart, brightly filling you. A brightness that you will release as a blessing to all. Be in it! (I hope my words make sense!) – Love, Doug

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